Identifying Depression!!!

Are you always tired and confused as to what to do everyday you wake up and then find yourself a sleep again? Thoughts running through your veins like poisonous venom. I live so contaminated by fantasy. Steady thriving on freedom. Confused and distressed by reality. Uh where has everyone gone?

Does anything ever make any sense? So many questions, but do we ever actually get the answer? Yes, yes we always get an answer. The answer is in your actions. Your body language. The people you hang out with on a daily. Your social life. That mirror in your bathroom. Look at yourself and tell me what you see. Whats deep inside your soul or even on the surface.

As for me, here's my inner thoughts. Why am I here? All you do is hurt me. Always putting people in my path to degrade me in anyway possible. So many tests but yet no commitment nor loyalty and love. I'm always assuming everyone around me is ready to hurt me at any given moment. My mind corrupted and damaged from pain. Smiles hide my true deep emotions of rage as they look at me with plans of deceit. As I'm always feeling this adrenaline of sadness overcome my happiness.

So I'm pitiful you say. Yet your Gods gift to this earth. Amazed at every sarcastic remark but your face tells me more. I see right through you. Nothing can hold me down but myself. Affects of another persons actions can't justify my spirit.

Thoughts like this use to pass through my head on a daily till I figured out who I was. How strong I can be. How powerful I actually am when fighting my demons.

Let go of every single negative thought. I know its hard. I know life is a challenge. You must take hold of your own destiny. Life is like an infection and only you can cure it. Find what works best for you. The easy way isn't the best way. Look forward to a new beginning instead underneath molded rocks.

Do you smell that? Fate! Yes, it's fate stepping in to uplift you. To motivate you. Grab it. Hold it. Hug it. Confide in it. It is your loop hole. Trust it.

Everyday that you wake up look in the mirror and tell yourself you can do it. You can make this day like no other. Don't listen to them inner thoughts of endless discouragement. If you can't make one promise in this world, promise yourself strength. Strength to over come all fears and possibilities.

 

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Hi my Name is Sylvia and this is my Story:

Never believed in fairy tales, dreams or happy endings. Done a lot, been through a lot and made some bad choices along the way. But everything I have been through and done still hasn't made me a bad person. Just a person that has made bad decisions. Following those bad decisions I managed to put myself through school, get a few certificates and diplomas and actually have my own little business that I'm sure will pick up soon if not later on. But FAITH has been my backbone.
Then there's my son. The best baby in the world. Changed my life and way of thinking from being with no child to having one. From everything I grew up knowing about parenting has made me make sure to do my best to guide and protect my son by all means. Now he is 16 and a young goofy kid but he is mine and I Love him unconditionally. Over all, I did good raising him. The most important character he picked up from me is his HEART.
Then there is my belief in GOD. As so many out there, it was up and down. I mainly called on him when I was hurt or in trouble which was more times than being happy back then. As I have matured and come to a better understanding about who I am as a person, I realized I believed in GOD more than I thought. But even with these horrible trials and memories I still managed to control who I am. My heart is my gold mind. With a few little repercussions here and there, (nothing that can't be over come with patience) but through all my misfortunes, GOD still manged to Love me and put people in my path to love back.
Which leads me to my soul mate Michael. Not just words but deep in my soul, there is a complete oneness. A deep understanding and compassion of the most loving human being I have ever come across from the opposite sex. I never knew someone existed like this. Now we are going to church as a family and motivating each other in ways I never knew was possible. Still getting use to this but I feel complete with dreams and goals for the future.
Thank you GOD for loving me through the good, the bad and the ugly. #lovinggodscreations

Now, what's your story? Who are you? Please share.