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Identifying Depression!!!

Are you always tired and confused as to what to do everyday you wake up and then find yourself a sleep again? Thoughts running through your veins like poisonous venom. I live so contaminated by fantasy. Steady thriving on freedom. Confused and distressed by reality. Uh where has everyone gone?

Does anything ever make any sense? So many questions, but do we ever actually get the answer? Yes, yes we always get an answer. The answer is in your actions. Your body language. The people you hang out with on a daily. Your social life. That mirror in your bathroom. Look at yourself and tell me what you see. Whats deep inside your soul or even on the surface.

As for me, here's my inner thoughts. Why am I here? All you do is hurt me. Always putting people in my path to degrade me in anyway possible. So many tests but yet no commitment nor loyalty and love. I'm always assuming everyone around me is ready to hurt me at any given moment. My mind corrupted and damaged from pain. Smiles hide my true deep emotions of rage as they look at me with plans of deceit. As I'm always feeling this adrenaline of sadness overcome my happiness.

So I'm pitiful you say. Yet your Gods gift to this earth. Amazed at every sarcastic remark but your face tells me more. I see right through you. Nothing can hold me down but myself. Affects of another persons actions can't justify my spirit.

Thoughts like this use to pass through my head on a daily till I figured out who I was. How strong I can be. How powerful I actually am when fighting my demons.

Let go of every single negative thought. I know its hard. I know life is a challenge. You must take hold of your own destiny. Life is like an infection and only you can cure it. Find what works best for you. The easy way isn't the best way. Look forward to a new beginning instead underneath molded rocks.

Do you smell that? Fate! Yes, it's fate stepping in to uplift you. To motivate you. Grab it. Hold it. Hug it. Confide in it. It is your loop hole. Trust it.

Everyday that you wake up look in the mirror and tell yourself you can do it. You can make this day like no other. Don't listen to them inner thoughts of endless discouragement. If you can't make one promise in this world, promise yourself strength. Strength to over come all fears and possibilities.

 

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Hi my Name is Sylvia and this is my Story:

Never believed in fairy tales, dreams or happy endings. Done a lot, been through a lot and made some bad choices along the way. But everything I have been through and done still hasn't made me a bad person. Just a person that has made bad decisions. Following those bad decisions I managed to put myself through school, get a few certificates and diplomas and actually have my own little business that I'm sure will pick up soon if not later on. But FAITH has been my backbone.
Then there's my son. The best baby in the world. Changed my life and way of thinking from being with no child to having one. From everything I grew up knowing about parenting has made me make sure to do my best to guide and protect my son by all means. Now he is 16 and a young goofy kid but he is mine and I Love him unconditionally. Over all, I did good raising him. The most important character he picked up from me is his HEART.
Then there is my belief in GOD. As so many out there, it was up and down. I mainly called on him when I was hurt or in trouble which was more times than being happy back then. As I have matured and come to a better understanding about who I am as a person, I realized I believed in GOD more than I thought. But even with these horrible trials and memories I still managed to control who I am. My heart is my gold mind. With a few little repercussions here and there, (nothing that can't be over come with patience) but through all my misfortunes, GOD still manged to Love me and put people in my path to love back.
Which leads me to my soul mate Michael. Not just words but deep in my soul, there is a complete oneness. A deep understanding and compassion of the most loving human being I have ever come across from the opposite sex. I never knew someone existed like this. Now we are going to church as a family and motivating each other in ways I never knew was possible. Still getting use to this but I feel complete with dreams and goals for the future.
Thank you GOD for loving me through the good, the bad and the ugly. #lovinggodscreations

Now, what's your story? Who are you? Please share.

Inspirational movies

 Please take the time to watch these movies. They are very touching and inspirational. You may find your calling in them if you haven't already. To look into someone Else's life may help you see yours from another angle. Also please comment below and let me know what you thought of the movies. I will be adding more movies here and there. Thank you for your time.

Courageous
 Four men, one calling: To serve and protect. As law enforcement officers, Adam Mitchell, Nathan Hayes, David Thomson, and Shane Fuller are confident and focused. Yet at the end of the day, they face a challenge that none of them are truly prepared to tackle: fatherhood. While they consistently give their best on the job, good enough seems to be all they can muster as dads. But they're quickly discovering that their standard is missing the mark. When tragedy hits home, these men are left wrestling with their hopes, their fears, their faith, and their fathering. Can a newfound urgency help these dads draw closer to God ... and to their children?

The Grace Card
Everything can change in an instant and take a lifetime to unravel. When Mac McDonald loses his son in an accident, the ensuing 17 years of bitterness and pain erodes his love for his family and leaves him angry with God and just about everyone else. Mac's rage stonewalls his career in the police department and makes for a combustible situation when he's partnered with Sam Wright, a rising star on the force who happens to be a part-time pastor and a loving family man. Mac's home life is as frightening as anything he encounters on the streets of Memphis. Money is tight and emotions run high as he constantly argues with his wife and his surviving son Blake, who is hanging with the wrong crowd and in danger of flunking out of school. Sam Wright also never expected to be a police officer. He has a calling - to be a minister like his Grandpa George. But leading a small, start-up church doesn't always put enough food on the table for a young family, so Sam doubles as a police officer. With his new promotion to Sergeant, Sam starts questioning if his real calling might actually be police work. Can Mac and Sam somehow join forces to help one another when it's impossible for either of them to look past their differences - especially the most obvious one?

The world Today

What is this world coming to? This weather is bizarre, people are acting crazy and no one can seem to just care about life. 

From record-smashing March warmth, including 80s in northern climes, to a startling lack of snow, to in one location, record snow leading to a spring snow melt mess, 2012 so far has thrown a number of curve balls for those looking for a bit of "normalcy."

An April snowstorm in the Northeast!!!! What??? This is nuts. Can anyone explain this? What is really going on? 

I'll tell you, it's the revelation.  Don't know what that is, it is the revealing.

In this world, there is going to be a lot to reveal. Starting with the people. It is because different environment give different type of people, different type of behavior which we see them improper, to them they think it is normal.  Even on the internet, people have gotten terribly hostile and rude. Most have lost sight of life and what's important in it. People are full of greed and materialistic things these days or too wrapped up in themselves. 

As far as life in general, why can't we just except the fact that we all have to find our destiny. Live our lives as constructive as possible. Help those that need help. Be considerate to those that can't seem to be polite. 

It isn't that difficult to just take a less fortunate a meal because they have no means of taking care of themselves. Show someone there are people out there that are compassionate. Even if it's to prove to yourself that you are capable of being a human being rather than the ones that destroy our planet with hate and corruption. 


the world isn't gonna be around much longer. So what are you going to do? Are you gonna continue the madness, or become apart of a better being?

Family and what that really means

Isn't it amazon how family says they have your best interest at heart, when there the main ones destroying your life? Just makes me so aggravated how two faced people can be, including family. I mean really, the "blood is thicker than water" statement basically is just words. No matter where you come from, who you are and how long you been here, everyone knows that loyalty is ONLY true when it's comforted by the ones who truly mean it. Who honestly love. Who respectfully concern there life with yours.

People can say and do a million things, but in reality, actions speak louder then words. It doesn't matter who you are, know your boundaries, evaluate your life and honestly ask if you are making the right choices.  Most familiarize them selves with selfishness and tend to acknowledge life as they see it because that's what they were taught, or how they were raised. 

People, don't blame the people that guided you in this life rather they did it right or wrong, blame yourself for not breaking the cycle. No matter the damage, corruption, or news feed, build your own boundaries, your own life, your own goals. It's not gonna get handed to you on a silver platter because of the way destiny has made its routes in your life. We have challenges and heart aches for a reason, to build our tolerance, to raise our motivations and most of all, to concur what many feel we wouldn't.

Once you have found your foundation, you can build from it. Don't let others destroy your motivation by bringing you down. You can be your own best-friend.

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Are You Ready For The Truth

Many are tired of the same oh life isn't fair syndrome. Come on people, Stop thinking about do's and don'ts and pick yourself up cause in the end, who will? Give yourself more credit than you do. Pat yourself on the back every time you have to wake up in the mornings and head out to work even when you don't feel like it. Congratulate yourself on surviving heart ache. Forgive those that have hurt you and move on. Drink that fresh brew of coffee to hype yourself up for the day to come as it unfolds.

Relax your mind before heading out that door and realize how grateful you should be to have a job and how many are without. In this economy many are struggling to survive. Unemployment clients are loosing more of there earnings than working a regular 9-5pm job. 

Relationships are on the rocks cause they lack communication issues. Appreciate having that special someone next to you instead of being alone. Life shouldn't be at a halt because you can't figure out what to do next.

Constantly be forgiving even if you feel that someone isn't worth it. You can't judge anyone cause at the end of the day, are you perfect?

Why are you so depressed? What is making you think you are cursed because you have responsibilities in life? Many make the mistake of confusing life challenges with curses. I believe it is a blessing to have a job. To work and support yourself as we'll as your family if you have been blessed with one. Snap out of the pitty party mode and stand up and say "I am a woman/man of responsibility's." In time you will receive great blessings from which you deserve for your hard work.

Life is not easy nor is it motivating at times. But love yourself enough to breathe steady when life hits you the hardest. Find ways to uplift your spirit. Be your best-friend. 

For ways and tips to help become your own best-friend and over come fears in life, feel free to comment or write to me personally: The Columnist Angel

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